The journey ends and we see the protagonist wading in the sea, cynically commenting on John Donnes text declaring himself to be an Island or a shipwreck, contemplating suicide. we see him dimly hanging from a beam at the college.

He intones the "Kyrie" before a shimmering vision of the crucifixion by his parents graveside from whence the journey recommences through the winter wilderness of Wales.

Over the bleak scenes of Wales, the narrator reads from Hamlets soliloquey and the King James Bible

“But he himself went a day's journey into the wilderness, and
came and sat down under a juniper tree: and he requested for
himself that he might die; and said, It is enough; now, O
LORD, take away my life; for I am not better than my fathers.”

The protagonist draws close to the shores of Lake Vyrnwy where in real life he once intended suicide, strips off and enters the lake (this was filmed on Christmas day)

   
   
However the drama does not end with the protagonists drowning, it is another dream like sequence that cuts back into the reality of the average day, the lake scene is intercut with the artists daily ritual, rising, shaving and bathing. We see repeats of the levee, but this time the protagonist surveys a scene of destruction from his balcony as the flats around him are torn down. He looks down toward his land rover and another journey begins
   
   
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